Gemini - Selfish Bitch, Ass Itch or Vim Stimuli

I always preached one does not find themselves, for they're not lost, nor does one return to themselves, I always interpreted that as a regression of some kind. I kept trying to convince my peers during deep conversations that one should create themselves, which I still strongly believe in, but I discovered it's multidimensional. I found myself in a situation where I did not just lose myself, but had no option, but take a few steps back.

I've never changed actually, I'm very consistent in my unpredictability - it has remained a constant in my life for almost two decades & I wouldn't have it any other way. Unpredictability implies little to nothing anyway.

I've always been different since the last time you saw me, no matter the time gap. Every morning, I stretch my arms a different way, every day requires an unprecedented script, nowhere written, but do I act it out each time as if I've been possessed by it in each lifetime? I also have no idea how I like my coffee in the morning, I think I like my coffee to surprise me every time.

- Nara Kupenova, 2025